Why?

Posted by Karoli in ADHD, Photography November 5th, 2007

…is it so difficult to write after saying I’ll post one blog post a day for a month which is nothing different than I normally do? It could be that I’ve been off meds this weekend because I didn’t get to the doctor’s office to pick up the scripts in time, which also means Sticks has been off his meds, though I think he’s handled it better than me.

It could be because I’m stressed over the top about money. Money is a big issue right now, more than usual for some reason. Maybe because we’ve taken on some extra expenses with another person in the house, or because checks are particularly slow right now. The bottom line is that cash flow sucks. I know it will get better but when I’m stressed I don’t think about much other than the stress, which slows me down and keeps me hemmed in.

Or maybe I just have an incredibly perverse brain that shuts everything down at the point where I make a commitment.

Or maybe I just have nothing to say, or think I have nothing to say and I promised I wouldn’t write if I had nothing to say.

Ugh.

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